These few days are really dark for me . I was thinking , why so many things had happened . But being a ordinary girl really makes me think that i am just gonna fall and cant stand up . But , i still have peeps who really care for me . Concern about me .Mrs left and friends became to leave me one by one . Sometimes , i really thinks that i am a big failure .Making my life so difficult for me , thinking negative always . And i don take advises , how idiot i am .Being myself is the most important . Sometimes , life really can be unfair .

Yantian ,
My HeartloverJieh ,
My best listener and comforter.

Thanks alrights . You are the one who is always here for me when i needed someone . You told me all the things , i would really remember .I would stand up and moveon . i would not think about the past anymore . But , i cant control it . Heaven is controlling my life . Not me .I knew that i am not alone . I still have you . You would really help me to stand up , i would really try to stand up by myself .Being your HeartloveMeih is really my joy . But , goodthings come to an end . One day , all of you will forget about me .Thats life alrights .


Zarni ,
My Korh ,
Listener .

You dumbo . (; Donno how comfort me de . Make me so sad . But still thanks . Life is really very unfair . we cant stop all this , we cant control . But life is mine .i want to control . Being myself cant help sometimes . But sometimes , i really wanna just die . All of you will forget about me one day . And i cant stop all these . Finding myself alone in some dark days . Makes me feel alone and unsecure . I always cry , Because of Mrs Ng and Amanda. But , what i did not cry ? I would really think that i don care anything about them , i cant do it . :)

Jiaxing ,
My best Wifey ,
Did nothing gurl .

Gurl , Although you did nothing , but i wanna tell you something . No matter what you do , i will be with you . Stop caring for me cans .You make me cry . Although you think i am mean by teling you all these , but , I cant care more . I really wanna have more peace . No more crying . Feeling sad now , every day , minute , second . I really love you . I cant bear to see you so sad . Heartbroken . Sorry alrights . You got to stand up and move on . No more stops . Listen to me one last time cans . You are the gurl i care the most . DO not make me worry cans . Thanks . iloveyou forever . x33


Thanks alrights , Zarni and Yantian . Amanda , listen can . Thanks . :|