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MAY I HAVE A SPACE FOR ME TO CRY , CAN SOMEONE STOP ALL THIS .I REALLY DON WANT IT TO HAPPEN . NO ONE CARES FOR ME , NOW ONLY CARE FOR HER , I FEEL SO LEFT OUT YOU KNOW ,IF I DIE , YOU WILL STILL CARE FOR HER AND NOT ME . WHY EVERYONE IS TREATING ME THE SAME WAY . I AM ALONE .HERE, THERE , EVERYWHERE .IN YUHUA , IN JP IN ALL THE PLACES , I AM OUT ALREADY . MY GANS LEFT ME , THEY WONT HAVE THE TIME TO FIND ME , WHY THE FACT IS LIKE THAT , WHY THE ENDING IS LIKE THAT .WHY ALL REALLY TREAT ME AS A INVISIBLE GIRL . AM I .MY BGANS LEFT ME . THEY DON'T LOVE ME AS MUST AS LAST TIME LE . THEY GOT NEW FRIENDS , NEW GANS . I DON HAVE .SHOULD I JUST GIVE UP , STAY LIKE THIS , EMO .WHY EVERYTIME IS LIKE THAT . I RATHER I GO HEAVEN WAIT FOR YOUR FOR 1000 YEARS THEN YOUR COME UP . I RATHER DIE . I DON EVEN HAVE A QUIET PLACE TO LEARN .I CANNOT BE GUAILAN , I CANNOT WANT EVERYTHING I WANT . I HAVE A VERY FIERCE PARENTS , BUT WHY .WHY MY LIFE IS LIKE THAT . CAN'T I HAVE A PLACE TO CRY .CRY ALSO NO SPACE , WHAT I CAN DO .I WANNA JUST SHOUT OUT , BUT I CAN'T . I WANNA JUST GO OUT , I CANT .