Today went out larhs . Not really a lot of place . Went Popeyes ate lunch . Sms Jessle a lot of time today . helped her too ? Then quarreled with Ruxi . Lols . Etc etc thing lahr s. Not nice saying . I have damn much homework to do sia . Will be posting my photos took today at Marina Barrage and other place . Byes .

Hello all . Today was the last day of school . wasnt quite fun . very bored . Hais . How i wish Mrs Ng is here...sian . Bo lan post this blog sia . ass . Lols . Talking about myself so long never post . coming band for a few days in holiday . aiya , sians .who cares . got prefect training also , cannot wear ankle socks . zzz . I want sia .This blog is sibei dead yi sia one lorhs . This few days very good with Jessle , Kept smsing her . Lols . i was like , am i irritating ?lols . Now at Jasmine house using com . Gonna sleep only at 1.30 . . Overnight at her house then tmrw go Marina Barage .zzz . I am so tired sia . Just now go Jurong Point shop until 10 lehs . Now was soso bored . Someone trying to go my blog and signing in now , he want hack . Lols . I know who worhs .Yuanling going to Hangzhou 2 more days , i so lonely . My best friend going then i one person aloe . No one pei me go out play . SO BAD! Fighted with ruxi , she always say i wrong , cant accept this type of people and attitude . But since its so small , and no apologisation is given for me , I'll think if i can acdept it , i don wanna dance anymore .(MAYBE)

Hello peeps ! I am back ! lol :x Kays .

Wtf lorhs , Yesterday and today was NAPFA . I hate it sia. So tiring . Toay 5 station. BBrought small bags for these two days . Ms Pon take over le . Tomorrow lesson time . Too Bad . Nowadays i am practising Gee dance . Not fun de . walao.Holiday got so many days need go back school .Got my report book back le . Not very good larhs . 3 As and all Bs . SO bad right . Ppl got A* all these , i only got 3 A . SO bad . Kays , not posting that much le . Byes .

Lols , ps worhs .Yesterday only put pics . Was not in the mood yesterday . Kays , Yesterday was almost fun larhs .

Me kanna pangseh by 2 ppl sia , Xiaowen and Khairun . Lols. Then in the end meet Ruxi . We went to a lot of place and some very funny sia . Was hyper yesterday.The funniest and interesting one is when we wear the 3D glasses and took sibei lots of pics . Lols .

Almost spent half an hour inside . Then i went Curiosity bought lip gloss . Lols . Expensive sia .Nothing much le . Went home at 6 like that . Then sms Ruxi , Yantian and Zarni lorhs . Then Ruxi ask me dance Gee with she and Yuanling . Ps lehs . Still thinking if i want or not .Must shake butt so many times .

Now chatting with laopo . Gonna off com le . Later meeting Ruxi to practise dance . Byes .

These few days are really dark for me . I was thinking , why so many things had happened . But being a ordinary girl really makes me think that i am just gonna fall and cant stand up . But , i still have peeps who really care for me . Concern about me .Mrs left and friends became to leave me one by one . Sometimes , i really thinks that i am a big failure .Making my life so difficult for me , thinking negative always . And i don take advises , how idiot i am .Being myself is the most important . Sometimes , life really can be unfair .

Yantian ,
My HeartloverJieh ,
My best listener and comforter.

Thanks alrights . You are the one who is always here for me when i needed someone . You told me all the things , i would really remember .I would stand up and moveon . i would not think about the past anymore . But , i cant control it . Heaven is controlling my life . Not me .I knew that i am not alone . I still have you . You would really help me to stand up , i would really try to stand up by myself .Being your HeartloveMeih is really my joy . But , goodthings come to an end . One day , all of you will forget about me .Thats life alrights .


Zarni ,
My Korh ,
Listener .

You dumbo . (; Donno how comfort me de . Make me so sad . But still thanks . Life is really very unfair . we cant stop all this , we cant control . But life is mine .i want to control . Being myself cant help sometimes . But sometimes , i really wanna just die . All of you will forget about me one day . And i cant stop all these . Finding myself alone in some dark days . Makes me feel alone and unsecure . I always cry , Because of Mrs Ng and Amanda. But , what i did not cry ? I would really think that i don care anything about them , i cant do it . :)

Jiaxing ,
My best Wifey ,
Did nothing gurl .

Gurl , Although you did nothing , but i wanna tell you something . No matter what you do , i will be with you . Stop caring for me cans .You make me cry . Although you think i am mean by teling you all these , but , I cant care more . I really wanna have more peace . No more crying . Feeling sad now , every day , minute , second . I really love you . I cant bear to see you so sad . Heartbroken . Sorry alrights . You got to stand up and move on . No more stops . Listen to me one last time cans . You are the gurl i care the most . DO not make me worry cans . Thanks . iloveyou forever . x33


Thanks alrights , Zarni and Yantian . Amanda , listen can . Thanks . :|