Helllo , Bored sia me . Miss Kavitha birthday coming . Ohh . So excited . hahas . Then yesterday 1 came home was bored . But got dairies of the wimpy kid pei me ;) Then smsed Yanyi and Zhaotong . Sians .. Now i want play facebook . Internet got prob . Byes .

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`Baohui: HIHIHI ! Hows school ? Good ? Hope you'r good in school arhs .. WorkHard wrohs , SEE YOU SOON . x3
Helloooooo , School is okok .Hais .Will de . SOON HORHS .
YANTIAN/-: Tags.
Thanks.
ZHAOTONG: Mei , thanks sia . loveyouu must meescholhor .
Nope .Kays...
Jiaxing's: tagggggs for u wifey ,3
Thankssss x33
Jiaxing's: *x3
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CYNTHIA: Tagged & relinked & Relink me
Thanks and Relinked , Relinked .
★`AMELIA :P: TAGGIES MANZXC MY BISCUIT !
THANKS MAN MY COOKIE , I EAT YOU ARHS . Joking..
ZHAOTONG: missyou ! & tag ! thanks for helping mei x333
MISSYOUSTOO x33 Thanks and NOPEEE
Meizi: Taggies, babylyn, see eu on CNY x33.
THANKS . BABYRYN , SEE YOU THEN x33 HONG PAO KAYS .

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Bye Bye Jan ! Haha .Many Jan Babies birthday just passed . Hais . Mine too . zzz . Kays . Went to orchard with Shilin and selinda again . hahas . was fun . Then went home by taxi .Then afternoon nth to do . Did some homework . So much sia . Dunno tomorrow can finish or not . Sunday already lehs tmrw . cannot go out play liao . hahas . Then just now went out with Yuanling to do some homeworks . Lucky she lend me to copy . Pheww.. Hahas . Then went home myself . Finally done my birthday cards for the following people : YanTian , Miaoling , Baohui and Ms Kavitha . Hahas .Then now came home use com . Smsed Fariza .hahaDon know why no people taq my blog one ? Hais Hais .Nth to do .So bored . Fariza baobei sick lehs . Hais . So bad . Must faster recover lehs . pei me go out lehs . DRINK MORE WATER hahas . Want end here le .Byes .

Hearts broken

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED AHHYANN WHO CARE FOR ME SO MUCH !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED XIAOXUAN WHO I CARE SO SO MUCH FOR !
Hellos , Yantian , happy birthday larhs . lols . I was getting crazy liaos . I also donno why .Went school this few days nth happen . Then today went to bbt with Yuanling . Then quarrel with Ruxi .Don't want elaborate .Then went home in a tired manner . zzz , reach home , don even bother to do homeworks . so tired . Aiyoxzc .just now bath le then rest for a while ,then eat ,then now use com . sians . Sick , Sore throat and flu .Idiot lorhs . I even headache lehs . so bad sia.I really have nth to do sia . Got a lot of homeworks .Going to have a lot of events sia.

This is for next week . : )
-Next monday -Got band .
-Next Tuesday-Excuse from higher Chinese and got Rehearsal for SYF .
- Next Wednesday -NE Interview .
-Next Thursday -English/Maths Supp.
-Next Friday -Science Supp .

Next ,

Feb babies
-Baohui-25 feb .

Then ,

Things coming up ,
-Prefect Ceremony.
-Topic 2 test for Eng
-Topic 2 & 3 test for maths
-Topic 1 test for Science
-Topic 1 , 2 & 3 test for Chinese.
-Acting competition .

The end ,
Love die you Selinda and Shelin !x33

Taqs replies

Taqqs Repliess./
ELAINE: nice laaa okehh ? :D be more like mee ! hahaha. =)
Lols . Not nicelorhs . suckish .

Meizi: Babyryn , luv and misses , Taggies

Babylyn , Samee . Thanks x33

('.') YANTIAN/-: Relink, & cheer up girl.

Relinked , Alright , will try .

ZHAOTONG: Relink pls http://i-slapyourmama.blogspot.com/

Alright.Relinked.

My life sucks.

Ever since you all went , i am always alone in school or anywhere . If there's a placei can go , i would really stay at sg . I wanted to go to all your school and find your . Hais . Even if none of you are looking at these , i cant help . I wanna stop studying , but , i cant . what the hell i should do ?Should i fucking go hell ? Hais . I wanna just die , no one agrees . Sua . i just have to live quietly with fear and sads .

Why ....

MAY I HAVE A SPACE FOR ME TO CRY , CAN SOMEONE STOP ALL THIS .I REALLY DON WANT IT TO HAPPEN . NO ONE CARES FOR ME , NOW ONLY CARE FOR HER , I FEEL SO LEFT OUT YOU KNOW ,IF I DIE , YOU WILL STILL CARE FOR HER AND NOT ME . WHY EVERYONE IS TREATING ME THE SAME WAY . I AM ALONE .HERE, THERE , EVERYWHERE .IN YUHUA , IN JP IN ALL THE PLACES , I AM OUT ALREADY . MY GANS LEFT ME , THEY WONT HAVE THE TIME TO FIND ME , WHY THE FACT IS LIKE THAT , WHY THE ENDING IS LIKE THAT .WHY ALL REALLY TREAT ME AS A INVISIBLE GIRL . AM I .MY BGANS LEFT ME . THEY DON'T LOVE ME AS MUST AS LAST TIME LE . THEY GOT NEW FRIENDS , NEW GANS . I DON HAVE .SHOULD I JUST GIVE UP , STAY LIKE THIS , EMO .WHY EVERYTIME IS LIKE THAT . I RATHER I GO HEAVEN WAIT FOR YOUR FOR 1000 YEARS THEN YOUR COME UP . I RATHER DIE . I DON EVEN HAVE A QUIET PLACE TO LEARN .I CANNOT BE GUAILAN , I CANNOT WANT EVERYTHING I WANT . I HAVE A VERY FIERCE PARENTS , BUT WHY .WHY MY LIFE IS LIKE THAT . CAN'T I HAVE A PLACE TO CRY .CRY ALSO NO SPACE , WHAT I CAN DO .I WANNA JUST SHOUT OUT , BUT I CAN'T . I WANNA JUST GO OUT , I CANT .

Hello . Just now went Bugis with Junwei , Selinda and Shelin . Was fun larhs . Mum gave me $60 buy things . Not good . Then we went buy clothes sia .Bought some nice one . cost over 60 sia . zzz .But was nice .Then now at home , heart is still painful Hais . No one cares .Destined . I am sure no one is reading this . :(

Lonely is it wht everyone wants ? But i don wan, i have no choice . What should i do ?Living in a lonely school , life , what i want .No , i want a happy and cheerful life with people pei-ing me . But , i don have .I really feel so down .

Ps worhs , Was busy studying in school then no chance use com and post even a short update also cannot . ps lehs .These few days in school was damn fun ? Lols . Neh mind . Today stay back until 5 , went for class in the morning , sky was red sia . so nice :) Then went a study .Then mrs Ng order laptops for class to do work . Was fun , then recess , make a fool of myself in the science lab .Lols , Then went to mac after school . Saw Xiaowen .Then went mac , slack there a while then do homewok , then saw Janet and Xiaoxuan . Then went for the wat competition practice .Then its funny one cans , lols . Then when BBt there slack , something i hate happen . zzz . Now hais .


, Feeling lonely in Yhps , No one care me now . All my pecious gans in diff. class . Whats the meaning of this , i am idiot ? I don really know what is going on . I miss them . I mis their loves , care .They are not here anymore :(

I just now draw something . LOls .I tried veryvery hard lehs . Thats my results . :(
My ugly "N"

My Horrible "M"

My okok "C"

Wtf , a Thin"C"

Taqs replies .:)

`Baohui:

Dun have larhs .
Got arhs . :)
ZHAOTONG:

Mei , missyou sia ): . okayy..workhard in your study hor ! jie support you & tag <3

Missyoutoos :( .I will de larhs . Thanks x33

Jiaxing:

happy birthday meiih .

Thankssssssss !x33

Jessle:

Happy Birthday

Thanks too x33

`Baohui:

HAPPYBIRTHDAY ! :D

THANKSSSX33

/MIAOLING:

Happy b'dayy ! loves, :D

Thanksss , Loves toox33

ELAINE:

nuer . hahaha . weeehhh , walao post that picture i look retarded sia . -.- LOLS .

Wont larhs . so CHIO . LOLs , I look retarded .

Happy birthday to CHENGMUNZXC x33 Lols . Hahas .
Went school just now in th morning .zzz .Then went flag raising .Wth .Bored larhs .Then went back class study liao . Mrs Ng bo come . zzz . sibei lame sia .wtf .Then HE , Wtf , Mr seet make us laugh like hell can .Hahas . Then mother Tongue that time ,we all role play walao . is sibei funny one cans . zzz . hahas . Then went ice-cream uncle there .
Before go home saw Yantian , Never wish me present .Hahas .Then Saw Baohui .Lols . Then that time i want cry one , but i don want cry in front of her . :( Then went home . zzzz .Then Yuanling called , ask if want me go out . I say sure . Asked mum , then she agreed .Whoohoo . Then played , then went minimart there . Saw Cynthia and Elaine .Then they bo see , i sms cynthia :
Me : I at coffee shop there , Never see me . :(
She:Ps , My eyes pajiao .
Me:Lols .!
Hahas . SO funny . She say her eyes pajiao . pro right .Lols . Then they went off le.Saw Elaine again .Called her . Then she come say Happy birthday to me .Then hug me until soso hug lehs .Miss her also . Then took some pics with her . She so chio sia . Lols . Then went home le . Now going celebrate birthday . Going to reply taqqs now . In next post :)

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`Baohui:
TAGGED ! :D sorry , ytd never saw you sia ... i t sexy okays .. ? you lehs , SUPER CHIO !!! :D
Thanks. , Nope . You SEXY . I CHOU , Not CHIO . Spelling mistakes .
ELAINE:
nuer x'33 haha .taggy taggy !
Nopeee . ThanksThanks .
Esther(L)Wine:
View & Tagged Alrught . u gd nt in haunted clas bt we in ... Fck up sia . GD luck :D Hugs*
Thanksthanks .Your is not haunted . Is above Haunted .Lols ,ya lorhs . Yuhua Sucks . Fuck up larhs .Lols . Thanks . *Hugs .
Jiaxing:
Taggggggg worhs. :D ily <3
Thanksss . ilove you toos !

New Gans ..
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Weilin(Biscuit) !
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I'm back seh .Met new gans .Chatting with Weilin Now .She's a chiobu sehs . Lols .ILOVEHER cans . Lols . Feelings was quite ok larhs . Not that hyper anymore . Miss the band practices during the holidays .It make me damn paikia , but , i love it . Got Khairun , Renise and Yuanling pei me . Ilovethem sia . Too bad . Dunno this december holidays , Khairun will still come back or not .Hais . Damn Damn miss her to the core .Even she not my gans , I treat her as my Sister .She's the person i trust the most . hais .Hais .

New gans .
____________________________
QianXuan (Clonees) !
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Back posting . just 3 more days to my Birthday . Lols , Its sure lonely . hais . Idk ? half way mapling , fun . Lols , Finding Gans can ? Lols , Help me spread . Tyvm . Today was sucking shyt cans ? Ate Mac for dinner . Buaisai ? Aku want lehs . zzz . Lols , Kannna fight with my brother . zzz . -.- Damn irritating one . Then studied hard . Never went out play . Very guai right ? I am such a Guaikia today . Lols .nth to post , Byeesss . x33

Taqs replies /

Jessle: Tagg
Thanks <3
jiaxing: relink
Done <3
ELAINE: dun say i never tag hor nuer !! sorrysoryy really sorry worhhh .! ily .
Kays lorhs . 1 nia .Lols .

This few days was quite fun ?. Started the first topic . Bought calculator , cheated at home for maths homework . Got calculator , why don cheat ? Lols . but she still expect workings . I don really hate Mrs Ng anymore .She's caring and friendly . ILOVEHER ! :D Ca1 is just about 6 more weeks .I really need to study hard .Hais .Saw Xiaowen , Cyrus , Rissa and Zhaotong and Baohui yesterday ,But they never see me .zzz .Was freaking bored sia . Then mother tongue that time , is quite funny ?LOls .Nth to say liaos .

PPS:I am really very tired . i wanna justgive up , just fall and never come up again . But , i cant .I'm losing gans and friends le . Why am i alwayss having th type of feelings ?I've had enough ,And i wasn't that strong , I really donno what you are thinking .Where's my mood ? Its gone ?I can't really find it anymore ?Must i really emo ?Are you still caring for me ? Loveing me ?Am i still your friend / gans ? Am i really not for you to love me or care for me ?

4/1/10:

Went to school , Was excited and confident that my friends will go same class as me , a H A class ,then went to hall line up , hoping our teacher is someone friendly , but i was damn damn sad . It was Mdm Sadiah and Mrs Ng , Its not that they are bad , its , i really miss Miss kavitha .I was , sua , Nevermind .zzzz .At that time ,then we all do blahsblahs , When we got to get our report book , I faint .zzz -.- , At the back :2006:1c , 2007:2c .2008 , 3F , 2009:4F ,2010: 5F ! FUCK .I hate it . Jaslyn:5G,Yuanling:5G , Esther:5G . 5G teacher , Mrs Lau and Misslim / Mrs Chan lehs . Stupid ... I wanna cry that time when i found out . But i thought : I was in a H A class , its already very good . I cannot expect even more . Then we got to know each other .Then okays lorhs . Teacher tell us a Eagle story . zzz , Quite helpful . Lols .Then after school , was damn relaxed .But still need stay back in school to take care of P1 s.My buddy was Jairus , Harhis and Welly .They are so CUTEEEE ! Lols .Then saw Yantian on the way home lorhs .

Yesterday:

Went school , then go flag raising . zzz , So lame , more and more lame , zzzz ... Then we went clasroom . Mrs Ng want us to take put thermometer , zzz , Bo bring , kanna get say . zzz .Then we all vited for class moniter and monitress , zzz , Fuck you Emily , Nominate me for ?zzz .-.- Lucky my friends all bo choose me . zzz , Lucky cans ? .Lols , Then we discussed , Class rules and whateveer shits .Then Mrs Ng gave us homework . zzzz . Journal . Then intro us her Mama shop . Lols ,Then Mdm Sadiah was here again .No fun de .Then Mother Tongue , ccb larhs . Higher chinese , Then no friends come de . zzz , Only 25 ppl . FUCK . Yuanling , Esther . IMISSYOUS . They chinese also not in my class , zzzz . This year sure sucks .Then 2 period of chinese . Choosed the class monitor , zzz , I kanna tio be Assistant . Hais . No choice . Lols , Then the teacher de teaching is sibei bo liao one .FUCK , Sat with Tan Jin Xiang in Chinese , zzzz .Then after school still got the prefect thing . Was quite fun liao ? Hahas . Then after that , saw Ahyan , Jamie .Lols . My mum say my dad come fetch , zzz , become herself , somemore i tell Ahyan that my dad driving car coming .Fucking Ps one cans ?zzzz . Then sua larhs , don care lorhs . zzzz .

Today :

Went school , Flag raising . zzz , MOREANDMOREANDMORE lame .Then went hall , zzz , need go meet the house mistress , was quite lame , lols . Then i went to classroom liao , then we all gave our homeworks to teacher . Lols , Was quite fun today larhs .zzzz , then teacher gave us a story card . The eagle one . She say , she found one in the rubbish bin , Mrs Ng 50 dollars . zzzz .
Then we was happy , cos its Mdm Sadiah period .But was lame ?Then after school , went mac with jaslyn , Xiaowen and Yuanling . At uncle there saw Cyrus .Then at Mac , jaslyn treat , whooho . Lols . Then went back to school at about 2 like that . Then take care p1 again .

taqqs replies .

♥/.Xingcxz :Tag :D
Thanks :D
`Baohui :MEI !!! YOU SO CHIO !!! TH LAST PHOTO .. OMG ... :D anyway , see you soon ? Or maybe , One ur birthday , see first . (:
Orhs .I'm NOT chio .NONO . Kays .
('.') Ahyanzx. : Ahchuchuchu ! ♥ xP Tags wor, stay chiochio k. Luvyou. :P
I won't be chio larhs , luvyous toos <3
Meizi , :Tagggg Babyryn , (:
Thanks Babylyn <3
ELAINE : nuer <3 style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">
LOVDIEYOUTOOMUMMY <3>
ZHAOTONG :Mei , tag with lovezxc and misszx , ): , no my pic , nvm D: , missyou<3>Got larhs . :D
JIAXING(: : LOL . LOVEYOU LA OK. ;D.
LOLS , Samee x33
/MIAOLING : Oh & happy new year.
Lols .
/MIAOLING: Taggggggggggggs! (: lovesloves.
THANKKSSS ! Lovesloves <3
JIAXING(: : I go back yhps (: . && , Stay happy horhs wifey . and hor aft my bro bdae is ur bdae lerhs. :D
Oh . Kays .

Late Photo(s) !
Ruxi , Me .
Chiobu horhs ?

Cheers<3

Challenge .

Hopeless .